Wang Ze Xuan

Juliet Mae Tamayor
Sep 1, 2017
3 min read

First week of October, 2015

I've made a poser account in face book. It went well. But then one day, I met a guy. He was a Chinese. He's from Nanjing but he's currently at Taiwan that time because he is an exchange student. He is taking up environmental engineering. We became good friends and then not later on, he became my boyfriend. And that was my first ever heartbreak. We could never be together because the relationship was not even real, I mean the account is not real. It started all wrong, so I ended it. That was the first time I cried because of a guy. That was the first time, I know I was in love. That was the first time, I felt that a relationship was real. I know he cried, too. Long story short, after he returned to China last February 2015, we never talked again. He never found out that I was fake.

I wished everything was real back then. Almost two years has passed, I hope he can forgive me for lying to him. I told him not to find me. He gave me his contact details in China, though. But I never had the courage to call or text him, besides its expensive. One day, I'm going to tell him personally all the lies. I missed you, WZX.

I was the one who add him on face book, I think. He's account is new too at that time, because he just arrived in Taiwan and face book is banned in China.

This happens next: I called him because I though he's also a poser ha ha, but then when he answered the call there were so much noise and I noticed that he can barely talk in English.

So we've became good friends and we talked almost every minute every day

After several days, he asked me to be his girlfriend

And I said yes

He was so nice and he was so honest about his self. Huhuhu

We always talked everyday, he always tell me what he is currently doing, where he is, who is with him and everything

He also gave me his class schedule

He also sent me old pictures of him. He also told his family about us. And I also told my mom about us.

He introduced me to his friends and posted about us in weibo and qq.

My poser name in Chinese. He wrote it.

So sweet of him. <3

October 18, 2015 I broke up with him. Because it's not right. And I don't want to hurt him more.

But after crying for days, we got back together. And then broke up, again. November 11, 2015, I greeted him on his birthday, and he was really happy. I was happy too. February 2016, it was time for him to go back to China, that means no more face book. So he sent me his contact details and their telephone number at home. But I have never contacted him. I broke up with him, one last time. The last thing I said to him was, "Forget about me and do not find me." And then I deleted the face book account. After he arrived in China, we never talked to each other again.

Someday, I will find you WZX. And I will tell you the truth. I hope you can forgive me.